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Thursday, April 29, 2004

if this is a dream. i want it to go on forever. ilu* =))

wee!. hahas. happyyy dayyy. =)) *beammms. loll. i think i'm beaming like don't know what. my mum's so gonna ask what's up can? ooppps. hahas.

hmmm. dang. my entry floated into cyberspace just now. cause well. comp chose to hang on me. cryyy* always like that de. hahas. but well. i can pretty much remember what i wrote.. so yupp!..

aww. hahas. listening to a damn sweet song now. wee. can't stand myself now. =x hahas. oh wells. its happening. and i'm glad that it is. =) and the fact that it did. =)) *smiles. hmm.. despite the.. certain.. wells. stuffs that are kinda hard to tackle.. but i believe we'll be able to handle it! yupp. heh. i guess. well. just have to break it to that person slowly. it sucks to be lied to. especially about this kinda matters. been there done that. the experience of having EVERYONE around lie to you sucks. and the last thing i wanna do is to inflict those kinda hurt upon this person i'm kinda close to. sighs. i'm just.. i don't know. speechless somehow. =

yupp. and ohh. the other problems are kinda settled. so that's good! =)) smile.

hmm. ooh. haha. today was a funny and enjoyable day. eeks. minus the fact that i'm getting the. i'm-so-gonna-fall-oh-so-very-sick feeling. buhhh. i think if i fall sick now. its gonna be damn jialat can. haha. if my fever strikes again.. that's it man. *shrugs. oh WELLL! hmm. yay. i got made fun OF. =| buhhh. thanks so much ah. like. my own.. FAMILY made fun of me. what is this!? ahhas. really liked the way i felt when i met up with the royales today. it feels so much like last time. like those time when we gather at the round table during recess. and just doing nothing but making fun of each other and having a good time. everyone looked really happyy todayy. and i was really glad to see that. =)) i'm finally seeing the family together as a whole.. like it used ot be once more. ahhh. words can't explain how much you guys mean to me. i guess. without you people in my life. i just can't imagine how it would be like. perhaps as dark as it was? yupp.. =)) dang. i think about.. *counts. 10 people know now. OMG. so much for the underground thing. >.< eeekkk. but i'm a HAPPY girl! yay.. =D

hahas. i haven't been eating much. dang. but that's good! hahas. i'm killing two birds with one stone okayys. i get to lose weight. and buy the stuffs i wanna buy! ESPECIALLY the dolphin. *grinn.

OOH! monks-ing tmr! yay yay yay. just in time. i need to dance like i used to. hahas. i don't wanna lose touch with it!! >.< hahas. been like. a few months since i last went monks!? my god. that's like.. LONG. oohhhh! and i missed the food at golden! hahahas. =)) yayy. i think everyone's going! well.. ALMOST everyone i guess? cryy* yay. i can't WAIT. hahas. but hmm. i just hope i don't see SOME people. bleah. nevermind. *looks at the spaces between my fingers. *gringrin.. =P

yupp.. that's about it for todaeee! =))

this is for you.]]

believe me when i say..

*you are all that i need..
the only treasure i seek..
you're the air that helps me breathe..
through the darkest night when i fall down on my knees..
i was blind but now i see..
you're all that i need. =))

i love you. =))

the fairytale of tinkerbell and peterrpann. =))

;elysium.
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